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Shine Down 02:11
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To the Stars 04:11
I am ejected into space I am propelled into the void  Without warning or delay without control I fly away  Just the sound of my pounding heart right before it bursts out of my chest Under massive pressure I am crushed before i freeze and turn to dust though I don’t feel my eyes evaporate or the rest of me as I disintegrate Like a shattered window slamming shut Scattering the pieces of my heart shooting stars across the sky  that fleeting twinkle in the night.  Returning me from where I came In a heavenly display Now im at peace my ashes fall from the sky sinking in to the deepest ocean and on the bed lie Im getting to know myself in a new way now I still exist but not in the same way I did   Theres some truth to this but its a stretch for me to be much more than dust in the wind that blows me back to where I was before
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Little Britain was ripe to self-deceive coerced, abused by those supposed to lead A pound shop Enoch Powell hung around and stoked her fears Dark arts, mind control made her blame the europeans  (  has it always been the way it is now or was I just sleep walking out there in the real world  What did I miss? dodging hazards luckily missing every single pot hole and every ankle breaking situation) Round here lately she feels like she don’t make a difference she wonders, maybe  is this what they want? From then things got bad and now are getting worse led by her greedy mind short termism’s the curse on all of us Round here lately she’s noticed a negative difference now she’s more certain that she’s been lied to totally lost like a tiny boat out on the water just like the rest all she wants is her home when she bangs that drum it makes her world come undone   while hate is in her heart she will surely fall apart, all alone   Cos round here she’s missed and she’s needed by all of the people who forgive and forget who just want her home When she opens up her heart she always makes a difference everyone round here just hopes you hear this   
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Forever 01:34
I miss my friends and our rundown warehouse in the ends Flexing concrete to a beat, that rhythm still remains in me But noise police arriving with the sun would send us off to sleep forever Can't be too discrete although our lives are there for all to see fo
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Life Cycles 04:41
Tears from the cold are rolling down my face, cycling north on south London roads is the journey I must make There's not a star in the sky only me and the milkmen are awake Getting soaked in the rain is how I start my day Through the grease and the muck I must grit my teeth and keep my chin up Getting further into town where there's traffic on the road I hear a rumble from behind, a scaffold lorry with it's massive load He comes thundering by I could reach him he's so close The spray from the wheels gets me soaked It's clear that you don't wish me luck the way you're getting so close to me I think you're sick in the head cos you could easily make me dead I see you are so dumb and this your way of having some fun But it don't please me So don't get any closer to me  Cos I could slip up on something as I'm drowning in your wake (it's not the way) I haven't even got to work where I must earn myself a wage Proving all I'm worth  I wish there was another way Still I do it everyday, still I do it everyday  I do it everyday (this is the way) 5 I'm not waiting for my luck to change I'm making work work for me Less getting mugged off by the trucks on my morning commute so frequently I'm moving straight ahead not being left for dead Because my precious time is worth more when it's mine Not getting caught up on something (this is the way)
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Those Words 05:17
There’s something in the wind that’s speaking Blowing me somewhere new Not hollow like that fake friend who never follows through It shivers down my spine, rattling the shed roof Keeping me awake tonight I can hear the words speaking in a strange tongue forgotten long ago Back before the first mind had any thoughts to know Through the tallest trees the winds of change blow Telling stories of this life that I am yet to know Then you say those words that at first I could not receive  But now its sinking in And so it all begins My childish mind was quite terrified I’m not afraid to say But I don’t remain that way I feel as though I’m changing states  A spark before the flame.  Life’s changing, blown in on the wind, my life is changing Blown in on the wind, life changing Blown in on the wind, my life is changing Settle down we’ve got time to work it all out As long as we’ve each other then we can work it out Life’s changing, blown in on the wind, my life is changing Blown in on the wind, life changing Blown in on the wind, my life is changing When we first saw your face, appear on the scan There and then you started making me into a man When I saw your tiny heart, I fell in love I hope and I pray you’ll soon be safe right here with us Always we’ll adore you, never will we leave you I can’t wait to kiss your face over and again from the bottom of my heart from the bottom of my heart from the bottom of my heart
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Mind the Gap 04:33
I'm on the Late night train tonight I’m off the road Hear a radio, staff chatting in code People all around me with moods from high to low At this time of the day the service runs quite slow Thirteen minutes til the next train running south  Somewhere along the platform I hear some lout Im not too bothered there are sound people about and I keep my head down Late night train tonight I’m off the road Radio staff chatting in code People all around with moods from high to low At this time of day the trains are running kinda slow Thirteen minutes til the next train south Someone down there is shouting off their mouth Im not too bothered there are sound people about And I just finished work I’m keeping my head down When the train comes I climb aboard Through Pimlico, Vauxhall and Stockwell  The screeching of the wheels is so loud you can feel everyone’s reaction Now the smell of hot dogs grows stronger As we reach the end of the line  Departing up the escalators together Move past the hotdog man Catch my bus I know its not that far but I’m not fussed Stop at Morleys ‘cos chickens what I need Get myself a medley number three and go home Wrapping up another day
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Through the cracks we grow  Upward towards the light above But some of us get stuck deep in the hole  Nattering away one half of a whole We can’t deliver them from this Self deprocating diss  Into medicated bliss We can’t deliver them from this Hidden deep beneath A fear so dark that you can’t breath  Or whisper a word Stolen away  Exited the world leaving without a trace   the tragedy of this that final kiss you give  can’t protect the heart from this if love is lived when its gone it must be missed we’re all drawn from love   fragile like hope that’s clear to us no hiding away from that look on a face of someone who’s living in a world of pain Ceasing to exist Into a chemical abyss they slip can never reminisce a loss so hard you can’t bear to miss Down the deepest hole Moving towards a light ahead all of the silence in the world for the thoughts in your head But you can never reminisce Ceasing to exist Into medicated bliss they slip When they’re ceasing to exist What must give to deliver from this Deliver them from this Thrust into the unknown Flat out along an unlit road To where it will go no one can know The absurdity of it  like dust In the wind we blow 
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I let myself go there for a while  I Didn’t pay attention to what I needed to Lost in my own head with my heart on the floor Convinced I wasn’t worthy of what this life is for Too much time distracted I couldn’t focus on to what the world was yelling in my face What a silly boy gotten in a state and then retracting, that was my mistake  I had to spend some time there (wasting too much time there) in my quiet despair I had to fix myself so I could live again So I could I see myself living in the real world Hearing my own words sounding like a person With something to say This is My resurrection  now I fly away in the right direction No longer hanging on to what has died away  I am Born again its been a long time coming  Now I feel this way I have found the answer to what I’m searching for Not giving up too fast Like I’ve done before only looking forward I had to go the distance  For me to feel a difference

about

I met James when he was assisting with engineering on the ‘Universal Everything - Lifeforms’ show at 180 gallery in London. We got chatting and it transpired he was producing music and had previously been the vocalist in an electronic pop band called Darkstar. After a long day working in the depths of the converted car park / gallery, I settled back in my hotel and had a listen; Even with tired ears, it was an enjoyable listen, full of the spirit of invention. After more enthusiastic conversations amongst the chaos the next day, we decided to try making some music.

I sent over a few sketches the following week. After a few days James sent back some vocals over one of the long forgotten keyboard improvisations I’d sent over. It had me floored, it was elevated from something discarded on the cutting room floor, to some kind of ethereal twisted pop ballad, I new we had to do some more work together.

In the months that followed, we had a hyperactive burst of creative online collaboration, sending music back and forth, and James digging into crafting very personal lyrics, that seemed to combine perfectly with the spirit of the music.

-Simon

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released October 18, 2023

Music & backing vocals by Simon Pyke
Music lyrics and lead vocals by James Buttery
Drums on 'Cry Your Tears' by Ed Chivers
Additional backing vocals on 'Those Words' by Ivy Pyke

Artwork by Simon and Matt Pyke

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